I love texts from last night

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I truly don't know anything about sober relationships. Normally I would just drunkenly yell "sex?" in a guy's face. What do I do now? Be like, sooo uhhh, wanna do it? Awkward, and even worse, I will remember clearly just how awkward it was.

Antsy

I can't get the ants out of my pants today.. and I suspect they will only get worse as the week goes on. Cause Thusday I'm Flying home for a quick visit!!!!!!!!!!I am pretty much going to burst with excitment. I feel really sorry for the people that are going to have to deal with me on wednesday. Its not going to be pretty. Anyways going home is now all I can think about. Which is unhelpful since I am apparently using my "critical thinking" to do an assignment.

Imminent Distraction: I am probably going to go out tonight with my journalism class. Which is also more fun to think about than critical thinking.

Ridiculous distraction: After I had left my house to come toschool to workon my homework I realized I have not returned my library books. I am now feeling guilty about late fee. I supposeif I focused I could get home on time to return them but alas that seems unlikely.

Also to those of you who might think I am doing my work in a timely manner because I am working on a saturday, don't be fooled. This assignment is due at 6 pm today, an evil system my profs have worked out, I believe to prevent funtimes on fridays.

Update..AKA my BORING life..

So I started the TV section of my journalism program and as I suspected I love it!.. I was pretty much made to be on tv(except for my awkward twitches..aka neck skin pulling, glasses fiddling and hair shaking) but I also love the editing and behind the scenes parts of tv. And the teamwork, much more fun than sitting alone writing(at least in my opinion).



Also I dyed my hair back to dark brown because my roots from the blonde were driving me crazy. I saw a picture of it from friday and it was disgusting.

Exhibit A

(It was also early and I hadn't showered but still..awful)

Anyways so its now kind of closer to being back towards my natural colour. And the first person to notice it may or may not have been the person I might have a sort of crush on... which was good for my ego haha..

Anyways maybe when I have done some more news cast I will post them or something... but for now Peace out!

Simple things

The lovely Nathalie over at http://ncthegirlintheredshoes.blogspot.com/ inspired me to think about some of the simple things I love:

1.The Beach- Anytime of year, it just makes me happy to see the ocean.

2. The smell of nature after it rains- This one of the my favorite things about my current city- it always smells really good because its full of trees unlike most cities.Plus it has rained alot since I got here.

3. Thunder and Lightning

4. Baked good- such as cupcakes and cookies.

5. Hugs- Apparently your supposed to get 5 a day. This is currently not happening for me and I miss it more than I would have thought.

6. Old couples walking together. Its just about the sweetest thing ever.

7. Books that your sad to finish reading because you feel like your losing a friend or finishing a huge adventure.

8. Reading those books again.

9. BBQ and Campfires.

10. My family and friends (because most of you are simple bahaha)


Also check out my little sister's blog here:http://delaneycathlin.blogspot.com/
Perhaps that will encourage here to carry on with it.

Ridiculous Rant!

So know what makes me super pissed? Eharmony ads! How do they know grocery shopping is better with someone else??? I kind of like going alone.. I can listen to my ipod and dance down the aisles and none of the old people notice or care(as I live in an old neighbourhood and there is basically only old people in my grocery store) and I can buy as much chocolate and unhealthy crap and noone judges me but the checkout ladies.. and really they probably don't give a shit.. I HATE how there so much pressure to be in a relationship in the world when I'm just trying to function as a person let alone have to deal with having to function in a couple as well..BLLAARRG!! LET ME BE HAPPY BY MYSELF God damn!





ps. I am probably lonely and lying..but indignant as well. I'm going to get some kind of delicious icy drink with whipped cream that will completely make up for the fact I'm not getting laid..(sorry about the vulgarity)

toddler or old person?

So I didn't have my afternoon nap today..and now its 9 oclock and I'm pretty sure I'm going to have to go to bed immediately... I didn't have a temper tantrum without my nap so I am probably closer to an old person..or at least a well behaved toddler..

If I was doing my homework this much in advance would I truly be me?

So in the spirit of procrastination I was looking at postsecrets..which is amazing in general but there was a playlist of songs..and this one was one of them..


And I love it from a completely not homesick, just loving music kind of way! hahaha.. Although I do miss certain people..but I always miss people no matter where I am so whatev..

On a side note, mainly to my sorority ladies, I am doing a story about sororities here, theres 5, and they look AWESOME! I'm pretty jealous, and hoping they will take me in as a sorority orphan haha..jk..

Oh sweet dangerous love..

So I may not have mentioned this but I used to have this thing for online shopping.. aka I loved it.. and was semi addicted to it... and by semi I mean really addicted.. I still have things I've never worn cause I got it offline and it ended up being terrible. So when I got my student loan yesterday I knew I shouldn't..but somehow I ended up ordering these 3 things..I feel guilty and slightly dirty about it but also excited:



The last 2 can be tied like a million different ways so really I think it can be justified cause its like 20 different dresses. I may try and venture into the real world today for shorts because I really didn't pack enough when I came here.

Also and this is embarassing cause I don't really talk about such things..but I think I might have a crush.. Why do I think that you ask? Well he was talking about a song thursday night and I downloaded the whole album and listened to it..even tho I didn't like it very much at all...I am 15 again..no big deal.. But I think its going to stay at crush level I believe cause he's in my class and that could make things awkward if they didn't work out..and by work out I mean if I made out with him then tried to ignore him...cause thats what I do..

Anyways since I now how delicious food I am going to go eat something..probably just toast actually but now I have strawberry jam..which I had been eating raspberry which I don't like nearly as much but I had accidentally bought. Anyways Peace out home slices!

Poverty Diet

Spaghetti with butter and cheese
Instant Pudding
Special K (without milk)
Toast
Baby Carrots

My student loan should be in early next week..and I can't wait... I'm feeling a little deprived of vitamins..Plus I want new summer clothes..