Don't be like me.

So I feel the need to have a Tyler F post and explain what has been going on in detail. Cause I need help. My awkwardness is taking over.


Ok... Delaney you might want to skip this one..since we already talked about this one..Go listen to the song I left on your fb wall.


So last week, june 30 I went out with the class drinking because I was feeling antsy because I was flying home the next day. This also made me braver than I normally would be I believe. So we gathered at one of out house and an unprecedented number of people came out(like 15 of the 31 plus some significant others).

Anyways so remember how I said I had a crush in my class. Well he was there. At first we weren't really hanging out but once we got to the bar we were sitting beside each other in the booth so we talked. Alot. About ridiculous things. From Harry Potter to this girl who was text who he knew wasn't the one apparently. All of this just made me like him more. I don't remember everything we currently talked about but we had alot of things in common.

Anyways during this time I was drinking. And somehow that turned into me drinking alot.And being quite drunk. Things get hazy at this point.
Eventually we leave the bar and go and get fries somewhere. There are like 3 boys and me that I recall there. I get water which was probably a smart choice.

I somehow end up walking home with my crush and another guy in my class. I don't know why. I don't live anywhere near either of them. We have my crush's bike.
For some reason I decide to drive the bike. I almost immediately fall off of it because it is probably a foot too tall for me.
My crush then piggy backs me for a bit. I believe the friend is biking around at this point.
We end up kissing.
And then we go to the friends house.
We continue to make out and such while the friend sleeps in the same room because its a one bedroom bachelor.(This is especially shameful to me)
We have ridiculously deep conversation about our life goals, family, god and such.
I then realize its like 6 and I should go catch my plane.
I walk directly into a screen door, bounce back off of it then make my ungraceful exit.
I think go home for 4 days. This was wonderful, plenty of time to avoid.
But now I'm back in class. He is in all of them. The friend is not but is in about half.I'm not sure home much he knows. and I am very unsuccessfully trying not to be awkward.
We have talked but definitely not about these events, Delaney convinced me avoidance was not the way to go(cause I take love advice from my 15 year old sister). I am apparently acting as I did before.

bLARRRRG.