My attempt to come to terms with the ridiculousness of my life..

Tuesday, October 20, 2009

don't judge me..

I was thinking today about things that I could write in this silly blog and I realize how much I censor myself. I have lots of ridiculous things happen to me constantly but I don't mention many of them because I am worried about who will wander onto my blog from my facebook page and judge me for these ridiculous things. I also began thinking of how ridiculous that worry is and that maybe half my ridiculousness I should just let go and get over.. Which is actually something I was hoping to accomplish in writing this blog. Because I'm not sure yet which way I will go, perhaps throw caution to the wind or perhaps to live my self censored being here is a song I like that I listen to when I am trying to get over things:http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mZTslh_e2iE it actually might take a couple listens to love but it has grown on me. I also need to finish a 2 hundred page french book I am about 35 pages into by tommorow. If this was an english book it would be possible maybe plausible depending on the book. I feel like it might be hopeless but I'm going to try.Wish me luck..

2 comments:

  1. Cotton is my frustration song, when i'm really pissed. I loved that season of Weeds. I'm assuming you heard it in weeds like i did?

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  2. BAHAHAHA thats it i am taking the url off my fb and letting it rip! ive got bosses and boys id like to mouth off about!!!

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